[Jason twitches at the word crazy, the way he's been trying to dodge it all his life when both his brothers so easily invited it into their crumbling home.]

I care if it's not real. I don't want to waste my precious time on it if it's all just daydreams or concotions. Like I say, I read the paper, and I listen to radio and occasionally help myself to a dictionary when I want to learn something.