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[fourthsaken]

WELCOME TO YOUR PRIVATE CHANNEL, JADED. FOR SECURE COMMUNICATION, USE 005.04.008.13 *** CHARACTER NAME/ALIAS has joined 005.04.008.13 <JADED> hey, you've reached Jade. <JADED> leave a message or whatever and i'll get back to you. <JADED> God, I hope this shitty thing actually works.

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<jaded>

[fourthsaken]

it's okay. i didn't stand a chance, anyways. i just miss them.

<oliver>

[catphishing]

You don't know that you wouldn't have.
But that's not what matters.
It's hard to lose someone you feel that way about even if you aren't with them.

<jaded>

[fourthsaken]

do you ever feel like you've lost so many people, you should be used to it by now?

<oliver>

[catphishing]

I don't think that's something any of us will get used to.

<jaded>

[fourthsaken]

is that a good thing or a bad thing?

<oliver>

[catphishing]

I think it's good.
It's hard, but it's good.

<jaded>

[fourthsaken]

do you ever miss people who left?

<oliver>

[catphishing]

Some of them.

<jaded>

[fourthsaken]

like connor?

<oliver>

[catphishing]

Yeah.
Like Connor.

<jaded>

[fourthsaken]

i hope he's okay.

<oliver>

[catphishing]

So do I.

You know he thought once he disappeared he'd get to go home.

<jaded>

[fourthsaken]

i know a lot of people think that.

<oliver>

[catphishing]

What do you think?

<jaded>

[fourthsaken]

i think i don't know if i wanna go home.

<oliver>

[catphishing]

You don't?

<jaded>

[fourthsaken]

i'm tied up in a basement waiting to become a virgin sacrifice. i'm not exactly dying to go back home.

<oliver>

[catphishing]

Seriously?
Does Soeki know that?

<jaded>

[fourthsaken]

maybe? i dunno... i think i might've mentioned it to him. or maybe i didn't. it's not like something i talk about a lot.

<oliver>

[catphishing]

I think you'd know if he did know.
I can't believe how messed up your life is.

<jaded>

[fourthsaken]

do i have to tell him? he already knows how fucked up my life back home is.

<oliver>

[catphishing]

Of course not.
You don't have to tell anyone anything you don't want to.

I'm sorry.
I wish this was something I knew how to help with.

<jaded>

[fourthsaken]

i just don't want him to worry so much.

... there's something you might be able to do. you know a lot about like, technology and hacking and shit, right?

<oliver>

[catphishing]

I know.
Trust me.
I get that.

Maybe don't mention the hacking part to people, but yes.
How does that help?

<jaded>

[fourthsaken]

at school our cell phones don't work. if they're like, blocking them or something could you teach me how to unblock it?